Practicing Restraint

About Me

as a Southern Lady born and reared, self restraint has been drilled in to me since birth; recently I have discovered I prefer to be restrained in more than manner

Blogs I follow:

1. poem

   from gentledom’s post

   Kannst Du Dir vorstellen,
   wieviel Sehnsucht Du in mir weckst?
   Kannst Du Dir vorstellen,
   wie groß mein Verlangen nach Dir ist?
   Kannst Du Dir vorstellen,
   wie sehr ich auf Dich warte?
   Kannst Du Dir vorstellen,
   wie sehr ich Dich brauche?
   
   Can you imagine
   how big my yearning for you is?
   Can you imagine
   how big my craving for you is?
   Can you imagine
   how much I wait for you?
   Can you imagine
   how much I need you?
   
   -=-
   I try to leave him alone w my yearnings, my dreams, my wishes, my desire. It frustrates him and I don’t want him frustrated but sometimes, gods, sometimes, I can feel him - I taste him, I breathe the scent of him, I daydream his hand in my hair against my scalp curling so my head is held in place and I hold my head just so, sensing his ghost pressed against me.
   
   I ache.